i know its childish. actually i tried to supressed this thought. but no matter how my brain throwing logical arguments, my heart still feel sad. i cant bear it anymore.
i really think highly of birthday present. it symbolizes how much you value someone. no matter how late the birthday was, i always try to give birthday present to my dear friends and family.
but almost none from my dear friends. i am bummed. its not about how much is the present cost but about the thought. the last birthday i was far away. it shouldnt have stop someone to think of their dear friends, right? but apparently it does. apparently friendship is bound by geography.
its just sad how i remember my friends and give them presents but they dont.
i know its wrong to think and feel this way. but i cant help it. im sad. v.v
